Happy Haloween

I wasn't sure how I'd feel.

I never really expected it to feel this way-

A giant hand is tearing my heart, and I'm afraid.

Is my happiness buried beneath my harried life, or will

I never be pleased?

Am I abandoning myself because I am hurt and afraid of being unloved, or is this truly who I am?

When I walked away full of sadness for what could have been, I thought to myself.....

I'll never stop silently loving those I've once loved out loud!! 

But Is that OKAY?

pick me

I'd give you the stars and the ocean , if they were mine to give.

I'd give you everything I have if I thought that you wanted it.

And I'd make the trees grow taller, every good song louder, and the moon a little fuller

if I thought I could.

But what I can give you forever is all my love, all my memories, and my hand.

I love you

blissful

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there.....

because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. 

But then one day, you feel something else-

something that seems so wrong, only because it seems so unfamilliar.

And in that moment you realize

You're HAPPY!!

"Tangled in hotel sheets

you wore me out"



blue eyes

Sing Me Sweet

My, My, My, My

This makes me happy right now

"Cut out all the ropes and let me fall"

Turn it up loud in your car with the windows down.  You'll love it too.

i try

There are a few things sadder in this life then watching someone that just left you.

The person you love walking away. The distance in your bodies expanding.....

turns into empty space and silence.

don't

I don't want to stop loving someone because they've stopped loving me

 

And maybe if I hold you now will you hold me now?